Saturday, October 11, 2008

Fukking up again




Here I am.
I have not been to practice in a week.
I have a good excuse.
My dog bit me in the knee.
It is very infected. I can't do knee falls with a a puss-fulled hole in my leg.
I was so sick that I was literally peeing myself from coughing.
Yeah.
Could you see that? I'm in the middle of a push/pull drill and I squirt.
I mean....I'm wondering if I can really do this?
The time commitment is OK...actually it's wonderful. I only am committed to 1 months worth of fundraising and 2 hours a week practice.
I know others will pass me in this journey. I have other commitment that limit me in the time I can spend.
I mean Deptford is 48 miles from my house. One Way. I have to work until 4:30 pm that day, but I NEVER get out of here on time. So I'm in rush hour traffic, trying to get home, to cook dinner, to come all the way back to New Castle, to go to New Jersey, Exercise til I drop, and drive back home--exhausted. I'm normally too amped to fall asleep so I don't normally get up until 11:30 am the next morning. I have to be at work again at 12:30 pm. Life with Derby is Wonderful, I just wish I could be more of a diva.

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